I guess you realize what you miss once they are gone and then you just get a taste of it again for a bit.

I want to thank you for everything you have ever done for me.

"Thank You" for being THE BEST FRIEND

v    "            " for making me always feel comfortable no matter the situation

v    "            " for having a presence that influences me to always smile

v    "            " for saying those little comments and the only thing you can do it laugh

v    "            " for encouraging the best out of me even though I feel helpless

v    "            " for arguing with me about pointless things; we both become better people

v    "            " for teaching me how to be a good friend back to you

v    "            " for always being there when it matters most

v    "            " for letting me be dramatic and irrational at moments

v    "            " for always having your phone on for the late night calls

v    "            " for listening me ramble on about pointless stories

v    "            " for dealing with the morning breath, bad hair days, accidental bodily functions, my dramatic moods, and all the other things most would hate

v    "            " for being completely honest and blunt

v    "            " for spending the most boring nights with me

v    "            " for helping me create some of the best memories ever

v    "            " for being you!

v    "Thank You" for being THE BEST FRIEND

I love ya and you know this could be endless!

Currently Playing Martina By Martina Mcbride see related

- This One Is For The Girls

General

My name is: Nicole Ranea Cruz

Birthday: April 19

Age: 18

Eyes: Green

Hair: Long and Brown

I may seem: Bitchy at times....

But I'm really: quite friendly....

Sometimes: I feel like crying...

In the morning I: turn on my radio, wash my face, put on my makeup, get dressed, brush my teeth, and then pack my backpack (one tue&thur call my dad)

I like to sleep: cuddled with my blakets and pillows; i like my window open

If I could be doing anything right now I would be: travel the world and see all its wonders

Money: can buy you everything but happiness.... but you need it to live.

One thing I wish I had: nothing right now, i am a pretty lucky girl, everything i want i need to work for

All I need is: RESPECT

FIRSTS
First best friend: Brittney Schantz

First car: 1996 Black Jetta

First date: Haha never been on an actually date

First real kiss: Infront of the movies
First break-up: 7th grade.... (it wasn't a real relationship) lol

First screen name: littlecuttie7
First self purchased album: Pocahontas

First funeral: My grandma
First pets: Bear(dog, he was actually my dads) and Qu-Tip (rabbit)

First piercings/tattoos: Piercing (when I was a baby) Tattoo: none
First credit card: South West (it has my name on it but it is on my moms account)... lol

First True Love: Still waiting

LASTS

Last Cigarettee: Never
Last car ride: With Taryn out to lunch

Last kiss: haha that is a secret
Last good cry: oh a couple months ago when I watched "jersey girl", I had to call my mom
Last library book checked out: haha I don't know the title, they were for a reseach paper

Last movie seen in theatre: Neoplean Dynemit
Last beverage drank: Water

Last food consumed: A twister from KFC

Last phone call: To Brittney
Last time showered: This mornin...
Last shoes worn:Brown Old Navy Flip Flops

Last cd played: Usher

Last item bought: A cute sweater from Nordstroms

Last annoyance: humm my sloppy roommate

Last disappointment: When someone tells you something that you would not expect to hear

Last time scolded: haha Never ( i really dont remember)

Last shirt worn: My white tank top with "N" on it.
Last website visited: Marisa's Xanga
Last word you said: Good bye to Tmoney cause she had to go to dance

Last song you sang: "crazy" by Kc and JoJO
What color socks are you wearing?: I'm not wearing socks...
What color of underwear are you wearing?: pink boy shorts.
What's under your bed?: 2 boxes and all my scrapbooking stuff.
What time did you wake up today? 6:00 cause I had to finish my english responce for the class this morning 

Future

Where do you want to go for college?: I'm attending CSUF

What is your career going to be?: I'm undeclared as we speak, but I think I want to do couseling, something with families or children
Where are you going to live?: I live in The University Village with three other girls in Fresno and my other home is in Folsom

How many kids do you want?: 1, 2, or 3
What kind of car(s): I've gotta have a Denali someday for my family and for sure a convertable for me...

Current
Current mood: Relaxing and excited because i am going to have visitors this weekend

Current TV: Days of our Lives and Passions
Current taste: Fresh Gum, Orbit
Current hair: Sloppy bun

Current desktop picture: A pic of all the girls at my house over homecoming, yes we were a little faded ahha

Current favorite artist: Usher, he is so hot and talented
Current color of toenails: Natural

Current hate: messy people

I thought this would be fun and interesting to fill out! Sorry I am board! I love ya all!

I don’t think I have had that type of smile on my face that starts to hurt for a long long time. I don’t think I have gotten the butterflies like I did when our eyes locked together. I don’t think I have ever started to shake with nervousness when he grabbed my hand.

Have you ever been in a situation that is not that big of a deal, yet you never wanted it to end and the only way you could describe it was amazing? I like to make everything really complicated and usually have to have everything figured out, but sometimes it is incredible just letting things flow. I never realized how much chemistry between two people could make a huge difference on the feeling you have for a short period of time. It would be my luck of having this great feeling only last a short amount of time, due to many obstacles. It just gave me hope that there are so many people out in the world and there is a chance no matter how picky I am someone will fit my standards. This feeling needed to happen and I cherish it even though it did not last more then what it did. It just gave me a taste, which is more of a tease, of what I am going sometime. The time will come and I am going be patient, because everything happens for a reason and I will always be OK!

Currently Watching A Walk to Remember By Shane West, Mandy Moore (II) see related

Yes, I am at school waiting for my next class to start. These are my wants right at the moment not putting to much thought in to it, not all the wants that I am going to get in my life.

I want to go running and splashing the the rain

I want to go sit in a hot spa

I want to go snow boarding and fall on my butt

I want to go home and hang out with my family

I want to have a girls night (laugh and talk about "stuff and tips")

I want to cry

I want to spend all day in bed and watch really sad movies

I want to go work out so much my clothes are drenched in sweat

I want to find someone special to develop a realationship with

I want to go for a beautiful drive

I want to go to a interesting restraunt

I want to meet more poeple

I am happy and don't really have to have any of this right now!

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Currently Playing Let Love Rule By Lenny Kravitz see related

- Will I ever see you again